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[May. 21st, 2009|04:59 pm] |
Hi, I'm Lauren Elyse.
In the past month I have lost 23 lbs total. I got in a fight with an oven and burned my arm.
End of June/Beginning of July I will be in California.
My car probably no longer works.
I LOVE MY LIFE! |
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| oi vey |
[Apr. 11th, 2009|08:46 pm] |
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So I come back from California, and I'm driving with my mom to La Conner and I have this INTENSE feeling in the back where my kidney is. My bladder is aching, and I have random UTI's here and there ALL THE TIME! So I make a doctor's appointment for Wednesday. So I'm waiting for there forever for him, and he comes in and listens to me blah blah blahing about my pain and issue, and he tells me that my urine sample came up negative for a bladder infection, but the way I'm saying my pain is, he is leaning toward Interstitial Cystitis, also know has Painful Bladder Syndrome. So I have to have a test where they put water and this potassium up my urethra into my bladder. IF THAT DOES NOTHING and they still don't know what's wrong with me, they have to give me a pelvic ultrasound to see if I have an ovarian cyst. If that comes up nothing. Who fucking knows. I just want to be healthy damnit! OH AND ON TOP OF THAT, he tells me I have a yeast infection. Story of my fucking life. |
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| Argyle dipped in sugar. |
[Mar. 2nd, 2009|08:32 am] |
I want this movie. I'm going to get this movie. I'm going to be this movie. |
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| Valentine's |
[Feb. 21st, 2009|09:24 pm] |
Mini Vegetarian Chicken Burgers!
Red Velvet Cupcakes!
This is how Chris and I celebrated Valentine's. Making mini chicken vegetarian chicken burgers and (cheated) red velvet cupcakes. It was lovely.
Lately, my week has been filled with work, battery dying, sneezing while parking then hitting a pole, and a period that is making me very ill. Fun :] |
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| I'm a spoiled girlfriend. |
[Feb. 11th, 2009|09:47 am] |
So yesterday, Chris and I went to Best Buy. I was being a tease since he always wants to buy me something and asked him, "Want to buy me a game!?" Obviously he said yes and we preceded to the game section. I walked past the game section because I really didn't want him to buy me a game, and pranced over to play with the keyboards. There, he bought something for his guitar and I walked away looking at things, when I came back we decided to just go to Target so he can get some headphones. Of course, the tablet I've been wanting FOREVER popped in the corner of my eye and I wanted to show him what kind of tablet I wanted. Mistake on my part, he grabbed the tablet while I'm wailing away how its 100 dollars and how he shouldn't get it for me. In the end, he bought it, and I never felt so horrible in my life. We made a deal that it would be OURS since soon we will be living with each other.
I really really love my boyfriend :] |
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| Marvelous |
[Feb. 7th, 2009|10:36 am] |
The Seed. |
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| Ahh.... |
[Jan. 25th, 2009|05:05 pm] |
I don't want to brag or anything, but I absolutely love the relationship I'm in, or so...the type of relationship I'm in.
Typically, when I was dating Tom or Chris Jennings and we would have a fight, it was just a beginning to more and more fights and each fight, the more and more the relationship started to crumble.
Now I'm in a relationship that every time there is a fight or MAJOR situation that ends up both of us crying and being totally depressed, when everything is resolved by talking calmly to each other, the next day we come back SO STRONG in the relationship. (knock on wood) I hope it's like this for a extremely long time, because I'm totally crazy about this boy. |
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| So.... |
[Jan. 11th, 2009|09:50 pm] |
Thomas Chiozza and I decided to try to be friends again. Not just jump in friends, but work on re-getting to know each other again. We've both changed drastically in three years. I'm really excited for this. I just hope that this will let us get passed to what pain and hurt we've caused each other and acting like normal human beings.
For once, I finally feel peace of mind. |
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| A completely new year. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2009|05:01 pm] |
I'm so glad that somehow I formed tears in front of Chris's parents while he was downstairs setting up for band practice yesterday. Sonia came over and just held me, which is what I've been needing for two months now.
I don't know my Mom anymore, and I'm really starting to look forward to moving out now. |
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| Grandaddy.. |
[Dec. 30th, 2008|11:47 pm] |
| [ | tunes |
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makes me so happy.
So, I was just thinking. If I go to California to visit, I'm pretty sure I won't leave. I feel like Seattle has ruined me inside. I want to go back to my roots, and be me again. That, or I just want to start completely over, just Ziggy and I. Maybe I just need to go to Johnson City, and come back. I don't think I was really happy here, until I talked to those amazing guys. Andrew keeps talking about it, I know there's Derek, but I think Andrew just needs a chill person on his level to talk to about things. I miss him immensely as a friend.
Overall, I need a friend fix, and a huge hug from everyone.
I love you, California. |
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| Worst day of my life. |
[Dec. 28th, 2008|10:47 pm] |
Wake up to being threatened to kick out, 4 hr fight with my mom, being punched in the face by my brother. Finally snapped and had the biggest breakdown since 2002. (& I thought I was done with that.)
Evening comes and even more shit I have to deal with. My head is pounding, will I ever feel relief?
& this was supposed to be my "happy" livejournal. |
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| Alcoholism |
[Dec. 19th, 2008|09:06 pm] |
I don't think I've ever drank so much alcohol within 2 days. I'm clearly self medicating myself from something I'm not really aware of just yet. Which sucks, because I just numb whatever pain I'm feeling and when I go into this buzz state. I am completely depressed.
I also think it's a reason why I haven't been sleeping.
This is why I don't drink. |
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| Pictionary |
[Dec. 18th, 2008|08:51 pm] |
(sorry for bad quality, phone picture.)
Paul: "It's a plus sign"
Mom: "SWISS CHEESE!"
Mom is officially drunk punchy
Apparently pirates hunt this - Paul
Answer: Medical Chest |
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| Winter Wonderland |
[Dec. 14th, 2008|11:20 am] |
Last night it snowed up to 2 inches. I got so excited because last year it didn't snow this much, so I took Ziggy on a little walk. This was is second time witnessing snow, but the first time having so much of it. Poor little guy was WAY too cold to pee and just wanted to go back inside. |
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| new journal! |
[Dec. 13th, 2008|06:40 pm] |
I hate this new S2 system >:[ |
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